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Name: Carrie
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Birthday: 5/17/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Backstreet Boys, Nick Carter, Aaron Carter, Clay Aiken, swimming, internet, tv, games
Expertise: nothing? lol
Occupation: Other
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Member Since: 8/17/2004

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Ack.. I layed out today.. Is it laid or layed? lmao...anyways, I got SO sunburned..or is it sunburnt?

Eh...lol It wasn't even that hot outside and I only stayed out there for 30 mins on each side..lol..My stomach, my back, and the back of my legs got sunburned.. and the back of my arms did too.. But the front of my arms, shoulders, feet and the front of my legs didn't get any sun.  I don't see why I can tan so easily in some places and others I can't.. grr! I need sunless tanner.. lmfao

~*CaRRiE


Monday, May 30, 2005

Ack...

I stink so bad.. LMAO I put this bug spray on my legs so I wouldn't get eat up by mosquitoes...It worked but I still stink..haha...I hate the smell..

Yesterday Callie got ahold of a little baby rabbit... She is a beast! She had it in her mouth and my mom  yelled at me to come outside and I did and Crystal had used my car to get a few groceries because her car broke down.. And when I came outside I saw my mom and Crystal with this look on their face..My mom had her hand up to her mouth and looked like she was about to cry.. And the trunk of my car was open.. I was like wtf is going on? I thought there was a dead person in the trunk or something. LOL But it turns out it was a little rabbit underneath my car.. It ran from my cat and when Crystal brought Thorne outside on the leash he got ahold of it too.. It was so pitiful.  The tail was gone and both sides of it were bit and you could see the flesh..I felt so bad...And Crystal ended up putting the rabbit in a box and put a carrot in it. My mom started crying because it reminded her of when my brother had a pet rabbit and it died..I wasn't born then.. Anyway, my mom was upset because she didn't want Gary to see the hurt rabbit.. It could move a little bit but it was wobbling..I wanted to cry.  Then Gary finally came to see it.. even though we didn't want him to..and he said the best thing to do would be to either put it in the woods or put it in the grass somewhere.. So Crystal went out in the grass and found a hole.. it was either a snake hole or a rabbit hole. And the rabbit took off...lol We hoped it would be okay..

But today when Crystal went outside to kick the ball for Thorne (LOL silly dog) she noticed Callie had something in her mouth.. She thought it was a bird.. She came in the house for a minute and said  "Callie is a monster! She has another bird!" So I go out there and then I hear her go "damn it, damn it! It's not a bird it's the rabbit!" So I go out there and there was the remains of what used to be the rabbit.. Just it's head was laying there.  We're not sure if it was the same rabbit from yesterday but Crystal thinks it was.. It was so sad..My brother said he was going to shoot my fucking cat..lmao he wasn't serious but he was upset that my cat did that.. I don't know why she is so evil sometimes! Tabby brings in a snake or bird in the house sometimes.. But never has she brought in a rabbit.. I don't know who is more evil.. Callie or Tabby. LOL

Hmm what else... My mom tried to call that counselor my doc recommended and she couldn't get anyone.. I guess they were off because it's Memorial Day. *shrugs* I kinda want to see one but yet I kinda don't.. I know I need to though. I would feel alot better.

I'm really worried about Cosmo.. He won't eat anything. We never see him eating his dog food and when we try to feed it to him he still won't eat it. All he gets is dog shit or beggin strips or dog treats... that's not FOOD though...

We tried to put some of this sauce stuff in his food so he'd want to eat it but he still didn't eat it.. I don't know what will happen to him.. Maybe he does eat the dog food and we just don't see him do it? I don't see how he's alive without eating..He looks healthy I guess..I dunno..I told my mom to tell the vet about it but she said she already did and he said "just don't feed him anything but the dog food and he'll eat it if he's hungry" but it doesn't work. *sigh*

I finally got a myspace. LOL I've got alot of friends on my friends list.. Where the thing says "you haven't added your school yet" I clicked on that and typed my school name in and did a search and found 4 people from my school! It was SO cool haha.. So I added them to my friends list. They replied too. Woohoo! I was worried they would be like "who the hell is Carrie" lmao...But they knew who I was. 2 of them still haven't commented but I hope they know who I am.

BSB album "Never Gone" is going to be in stores June 14th! Go BUY it! lmao

I'm ready for new Clay Aiken music too! I'm not really uptodate on the Clay news or anything.. I know bad me..  lol I don't know when his album is supposed to come out or what he's doing right now. haha

~*CaRRiE


Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Hey guys.  I'm soooo happy Carrie Underwood won American Idol! LOL I'm proud to have the name Carrie...haha  Her single will be out June 14th.. The same day Backstreet Boys "Never Gone" is in stores.  I can't wait! BSB will be on "Behind The Music" on June 13th.. So that will be a nice week..Hehe...

Today is Wednesday so Terry came to visit..Every Wednesday me and my mom end up going somewhere when Terry comes. LOL Today I had an appointment with my doctor about increasing the dosage of prozac. I told her it was better but not PERFECT. She said I need counseling.. Which I know I do.. I just don't know what to tell the counselor.  I don't know how to word it what I'm feeling.. I'm really weird...I won't go into it on here because it's alot to type but I have some pretty messed up thoughts in my head..They aren't suicidal or anything like that.. Just really weird thoughts and the pills are helping me FEEL better but yet I still THINK about things.. I wish I didn't even think about those things.. So that's why I want to see a counselor..

I don't know why it hasn't helped me to tell my mom everything I'm feeling. She thinks it's weird but not totally abnormal..I don't know what to think..I've told her everything and it made me feel better at the time but later on I feel bad again.. I don't know what the deal is..My doc gave me a phamplet or however you spell it.. with this counselor's name on it and the address and number to call. I want to go but yet I don't want to go.. I just don't know what to say to her. If I knew for sure that she could help me in any way then I would go.. But I just don't know.

My friend Ashley came over to visit today unexpectedly with Tori who I used to go to school with.. Tori is so nice.hehe  She's silly too.. It made me miss going to school seeing the both of them.. And she said something about thefacebook.com and she has her picture on there and showed me her friends from the college she's going to and she also has people that went to school with us on her friends list. I thought that was pretty cool! So now I wish I was going to college someplace nice..MCC really isn't that great.. But I'll have to make do.

Anyways, that's all for now.

~*~CaRRiE~*~


Friday, April 22, 2005

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Thursday, April 07, 2005

BLAH....

Crystal found out she was pregnant a couple days ago.. But she was bleeding alot so she went to the doctor and found out she had a miscarriage.  I feel so bad about it.. She was a few weeks along I think..But her and Gary aren't giving up.. They just have to keep trying.

Hmm...what else...um...Clay is hot..lmao

Sorry I haven't updated in a while.. Just didn't feel like it. lol

~*~CaRRiE~*~



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